 Anger is scaring me.....!
Im really starting not to like myself lately...
I got just about everything going for me, job, girl, money.
Im not depressed...
Its my anger...
Ive been to anger management before. I know how im supposed to act. I know im supposed to think before I do...
But I cant fucking control my temper...
Im not going into details, because I dont want to look like an asshole.
But what else can i do for help???
its not gear either, im normally more calm while on.
Its just I try so hard to stay out of trouble, when all around me is trouble...
I dont do drugs, I very rarely drink, I try not to party as much.
Is this really an effect from seeing my dad lose his mind on people my whole life?
Sorry to make you all my shrinks... but I really am getting upset, even scared lately. I would never hit my girl or anything like that.
Im just more scared of living my life like this.... or passing the trait down to my children.
Am I bi-polar? I mean im the nicest fucking guy, but if you cross me... it gets bad. I have no patience either.
Please guys what do you think?
I dont want to be a flip out anymore...
I have nothing to prove, its not ego, its a constant feeling inside of anger once someone crosses a line.
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