Furher, you have overshot everything, you are assuming you will have these issues. That
test dose may give no side effects, other than feeling great. With regard to your BP, that number is not that bad, especially if high side.
Plain and simple:
(1)
stop acid reflux meds and keep food in your pocket all day long. There is no way your stomach can burn you up if it is busy with food. But, if you try to eat with the meds you will not have sufficient acid to digest more food. 8 Krystals will equal 8 bricks in your stomach. Personally I love Hostess cupcakes, however, they seem to be highly acidic, and even cause my stomach problems, so stay away for now (unless for desert and have other stuff in there). You may even start with them. REsearch, some things will tear your stomach up that would supprise you. Write down everythiing you eat (what little that is) and make sure you are not eating something like that little debble. REALLY, there is no food as strong as stomach acid, it will strip cement. SO you see, you cant really be affected that bad, or you would have a hole in you.
(2) PIZZA IS BEST (did I already say that). A slice of pepperoni may fit in you pocket if you wear loose pants.
(3) Get checked for Adult ADHD. You interested me to this point due to the fact that you fit the profile of a few people I have met in my time. The way you concoctked this elaborate cycle when you have not even read. You do not know you will have any problems. The addition of
testosterone may put you back in a younger balance you have been missing. YOU JUST DONT KNOW UNTIL YOU TRY. Definitely have proper things on hand before starting.. You are missing the forrest due to that huge ADHD tree in your face!!!!!
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MOST IMPORTANTLY. Benchmark yourself. At a minimum get a doctor to document your total
testosterone and your free testosterone. If you want to do it right, get an independent lab to run a complete or extended homone panel. Estrogen, LSH, etc. Your case will require you do this. You can have an indepent lab run all this off salvia via mail for 100 bucks. BUT get the doc to order bloodwork on all testosterone workups for sure. Your insurance will cover at a participating hospital.
(5) Keep the benzos as we all love to relax. For that matter, drop the valium and switch to POT. It will put you to sleep like a baby and you will have no qualms about eating. Guaranteed 30 pounds in 6 months or less!!!. A beer goes good with that and essential for easing paranoia.
(6) Stop and smell the flowers. You are a type A person that I have met before. LIFE IS TOO SHORT!!!! You are obviously at one of what should be the best times of your life. You have a child and you should enjoy. Again the pot may very well help solve your problem as it will relax you on an extended basis, even though I am only advocating using at night in your home.
(7) OK, the pot is not a deal breaker, I dont even smoke right now, I simply know it could help you. If you want to go a more legalized route lets look at your personality type, and the things I said about your half-cocked cycle workup. You spent heavy thought and detail on and uneducated cycle, bouncing wall to wall in your head. You bounced right off of the information in front of you, as ADHD is synonomous with OCD. You want to control this whole situation where you are not yet able, you are putting your own twist on this when the correct info was right there in front of you. STOP, LOOK, AND LISTEN. I know because I am ADHD and compulsive as shit.
YOU need to seek a shrink to consider whether or not you are diagnosed with "adult" ADHD. With I would really recommend the adderall for you because it will completely shut down the stomach acid production and leave you only in an "on demand" type situation. Your blood pressure is borderline. I am assuming you were giving figures on high day. They say the top number is the "Stroker" and the bottom number is the "heart clogger". My BP low is 125 over 83. All I have to do is think about anything other than the beach and I am at 145/92. These numbers are not that bad. I am 37. With all that said. You should try adderall. But take a valium before you go in cause your BP is borderline. Research docs well as many do not want to write that. You are wound up cause of to much going on up there at once. There are also non amphetamine based meds, but they wont shut your stomach down. Life is too short. You will have a heart attack in 2-5 years at this rate. Dont be one of those "skinny guys" that has a clogged heart.