[agpando]

So I don't know how many of you exactly have issues about size but I know I have a complex about not being big enough. Like I'm having this issue that has been stressing me out and making me pretty depressed at the same time. When I moved back to the town I am in now I was a solid 195 and now I don't even know if I'm around 180 anymore. I got real sick during the winter and had some issues and wasn't able to work out as and eat like I should have been. I ran my first cycle last year and I got up to 210lbs which was awesome for me. Now when the summer started I was working out regularly and eating very well and people were commenting on how good I was looking and that i look a lot more solid than I did during the school year. Well I've been having a hard time with work and eating again and my funds are almost non existent so buying food is pretty rough. I've been stressed, depressed and tired all the time and pissed because I haven't been able to lift regularly anymore. I lifted once this week even though last week I lifted everyday. I know when school starts back up things will be good and I'll be able to eat and lift like I usually do but its these last three weeks that are killing me more than anything. I feel that I'm constantly shrinking and it really sucks. I used to be one of the biggest guys in my group of friends and now sometimes I feel like I'm just another skinny kid. I'm really kind of looking for some temporary relief until I'm able to start getting back into my regular routine. Can anybody help me out?