fuckin pussy fuckin bitch rant

[bulkman123]

i look aty myself in the mirror and i see a fuckin pussy and a fuckin bitch. im 6'1" 265 12% bodyfat. i mostly fuckin hate myself 4 out of 7 days a week and im real fuckin mean and aggressive. im not juicin because i dont wanna lose my hair. i see a shrink who's a fuckin cunt, im on meds and psychologically i feel like they are shrinking my arms and my neck. are they? what the fuck. why the fuck do i have to be a monster to feel like a man. the other day i blew up and challenged 3 dudes to a fight and they all backed down. it made me feel kinda good and shit but c/mon, that shit aint cool. i dont know bro's. im walkin round my house with 3/4 of a can of copenhagen in my lip pissed to no end, swearin at the tv, yellin at my couch, like some freak because i gotta work tomorrow and feel like day by day i am shrinking in size. what the fuck is my problem? do any of you bro's get like this often if at all? just fearless, fuck the world, i'll fuck up anything type attitude. anyone feel what im feelin? is this all frustration and the up's and down's of bodybuilding. gimmee your thoughts. life is supposed to be fun. why am i so dissatisfied with my life. i just want to be alone with my pet alligators and my weights. i aint normal. but what and who the fuck is normal anyways.

LATER

[xsosinglesogoodx]

ok

[Grizzly]

Originally Posted by xsosinglesogoodx

ok

I concur. You forgot to add

[dennis]

Originally Posted by bulkman123

i look aty myself in the mirror and i see a fuckin pussy and a fuckin bitch. im 6'1" 265 12% bodyfat. i mostly fuckin hate myself 4 out of 7 days a week and im real fuckin mean and aggressive. im not juicin because i dont wanna lose my hair. i see a shrink who's a fuckin cunt, im on meds and psychologically i feel like they are shrinking my arms and my neck. are they? what the fuck. why the fuck do i have to be a monster to feel like a man. the other day i blew up and challenged 3 dudes to a fight and they all backed down. it made me feel kinda good and shit but c/mon, that shit aint cool. i dont know bro's. im walkin round my house with 3/4 of a can of copenhagen in my lip pissed to no end, swearin at the tv, yellin at my couch, like some freak because i gotta work tomorrow and feel like day by day i am shrinking in size. what the fuck is my problem? do any of you bro's get like this often if at all? just fearless, fuck the world, i'll fuck up anything type attitude. anyone feel what im feelin? is this all frustration and the up's and down's of bodybuilding. gimmee your thoughts. life is supposed to be fun. why am i so dissatisfied with my life. i just want to be alone with my pet alligators and my weights. i aint normal. but what and who the fuck is normal anyways.

LATER

Age ? Ever had blood work done ? Any health problems ? What you need is inner peace bro..you are full of rage and have to let that go.You must stop thinking so negatively.I also look at myself sometimes and see a skinny little punk.But then I look in mirror or in pictures and see that i am not.I also get numerous compliments from other guys about my size.There is a medical condition that explains this..it has been compared to being the opposite of anerexia.I know other guys that feel the same way about their bodies.How much did you weight last year at this time..what has the diet and training looked like during that time.Are you training regularily? Listen, I would love to share my faith and source of peace with you..if you are interested just Pm me.I think I know how you feel because I used to be somewhat like that.

[Bigkarch]

dont be so hard on yourself..just get motivated...those stats arent bad

[Thickneck]

I get that way when i'm not lifting seriously . Blow off a few days and sometimes it turns into 2 weeks . I get fucking mad and depressed when i shrink up and want people to leave me the fuck alone . Everybody . Hate losing size and getting fatter at the same time . I assume you've been at it awhile . It has become me and who I am being a bodybuilder . And when I'm not doing my best , I become a pissy fucker .

Dr. put me on wellburtin ( happy pills ) and that has helped alot . I'm also on androgel now and that has helped too. My natural level was 212 . Lifting is alot of my self worth and don't ever see myself not doing some sort of it . Lots of chicks , exspecailly black women like shaved white guys . I just missed 2 weeks cause i tweaked my left pec and it was hard on me and the wife . Been this way since i picked up a weight .

[perseverance]

have a beer

[bulkman123]

Originally Posted by Bigkarch

dont be so hard on yourself..just get motivated...those stats arent bad

thanks BigKarch. shit, your icon motivates me by itself and just reading a reply from you picks me up. thanks bro.

[bulkman123]

Originally Posted by Thickneck

I get that way when i'm not lifting seriously . Blow off a few days and sometimes it turns into 2 weeks . I get fucking mad and depressed when i shrink up and want people to leave me the fuck alone . Everybody . Hate losing size and getting fatter at the same time . I assume you've been at it awhile . It has become me and who I am being a bodybuilder . And when I'm not doing my best , I become a pissy fucker .

Dr. put me on wellburtin ( happy pills ) and that has helped alot . I'm also on androgel now and that has helped too. My natural level was 212 . Lifting is alot of my self worth and don't ever see myself not doing some sort of it . Lots of chicks , exspecailly black women like shaved white guys . I just missed 2 weeks cause i tweaked my left pec and it was hard on me and the wife . Been this way since i picked up a weight .

damn sorry abot your peck. yea its like im a workaholic and if i dont lift constantly i get in a really really shitty ass mood.

[bulkman123]

Originally Posted by perseverance

have a beer

fuck a beer. i need 1 bourbon, 1 scotch, and 1 beer.

PEACE

[jasthace]

Originally Posted by bulkman123

do any of you bro's get like this often if at all? just fearless, fuck the world, I'll fuck up anything type attitude. anyone feel what im feelin? is this all frustration and the up's and down's of bodybuilding.

Not since I gave up drinking and concentrated solely on bodybuilding.
Now I feel a lot happier,but do get a bit grumpy occasionally if I take too much Anadrol.
Trying to bodybuild without the right supplements is like banging your head against a wall,you don't really achieve much from it,then you throw your alcohol on top,I can understand your frustration
You need to get your goals straight,IMO

.

[Gym_Freak]

Dude i feel you, i used to be a fat kid, i was considered very obese, and then i started working out, and now im working out constantly every day, lifting, biking, and doing sprints pretty much every day which a fairly good diet, and i have about 8%bf, and yet i still look in the mirror and pick out every god damn flaw about me and it drives me crazy, i cant focus on the good stuff, i just see my former fat kid...and on top of that, if i stray from my diet like eat a potatoe chip, i get pissed off afterwards and sit there wondering why the hell i did it and i get pissed that i ate it, and yet a couple das later i'll do it again, i dunno what to do either...

[Bosnian_Brawler]

Dude, relax....go on vacation, get some hot pussy and take it easy....There are enough guys on gear commiting suicides in past year or so...

[F_T_W]

Originally Posted by bulkman123

i look aty myself in the mirror and i see a fuckin pussy and a fuckin bitch. im 6'1" 265 12% bodyfat. i mostly fuckin hate myself 4 out of 7 days a week and im real fuckin mean and aggressive. im not juicin because i dont wanna lose my hair. i see a shrink who's a fuckin cunt, im on meds and psychologically i feel like they are shrinking my arms and my neck. are they? what the fuck. why the fuck do i have to be a monster to feel like a man. the other day i blew up and challenged 3 dudes to a fight and they all backed down. it made me feel kinda good and shit but c/mon, that shit aint cool. i dont know bro's. im walkin round my house with 3/4 of a can of copenhagen in my lip pissed to no end, swearin at the tv, yellin at my couch, like some freak because i gotta work tomorrow and feel like day by day i am shrinking in size. what the fuck is my problem? do any of you bro's get like this often if at all? just fearless, fuck the world, i'll fuck up anything type attitude. anyone feel what im feelin? is this all frustration and the up's and down's of bodybuilding. gimmee your thoughts. life is supposed to be fun. why am i so dissatisfied with my life. i just want to be alone with my pet alligators and my weights. i aint normal. but what and who the fuck is normal anyways.

LATER

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