Not a bad set of stats. However, to answer the question "why not juice up?", it's because they ain't candy.
AAS is a much more complicated field than you would think.
What would you do if you started getting gyno? How are you going to get your nuts back on-line? How do you limit water retention? What's a good dosage of
test/wk? How many times a week do you inject enanthate? How about suspesion? What about propionate? What's trenbolone acetate? Who's a good source to get legit shit from and how much is a good price to pay so you're not taking it in the ass?
Do you see my point? This is much more complicated than simply shooting some shit in your ass, as you noticed with the deca and
winny experiment. Honestly, it sounds as if your
winny was probably dbol since you should not experience moon face with
winny.
Stick around for a few months and get the hang of things. Get to know things and then think about the sauce. Spend an especially large amount of time asking questions in the training and nutrition sections.
The trainining section is the finest on the 'net and the nutrition section is now being frequeted by Lyle McDonald. You won't get any better information elsewhere.