I would like to thank those who have already given me some feedback on the limited amount of info I had at the time. I am posting these now as I am utterly desperate to simply lead a normal life. I apologise in advance if I am going against protocol by posting up a detailed sob story, but I really don’t know what else to do.
Up to the age of fifteen, I was completely normal (uncontrollable erections and thoughts of sex 24/7). However I got a urinary infection, my semen changed in appearance, and all I could think was “**** me, I’m going to lose my sex drive and become impotent. I worried intensely about this for years, and surprise surpise these things manifested completely. (There’s a bit more to this, and if anyone really feels they can offer me any help, more info, as well as other blood tests can be PM’d or emailed).
I am now 33, I don’t have a libido at all. I only really masturbate to try and make sure nothing ‘shuts down’. I never get full erections, and only RARELY get soft morning erections.
I have seen urologists, sex therapists and endocrinologists (but none that have an interest in male sexual dysfunction). I have only had one proper girlfriend and that lasted a year when I was 23. When your in bed with a really good looking girl with a great body at that age, and you can’t get hard AND you don’t really feel that driven to do anything anyway, theres something very, very wrong.
I had resigned myself to ‘someday’ finding a very understanding woman with a low sex drive (mines Z_E_R_O). That was up until about 3 months ago.
I tried a
testosterone booster (The old Alpha Male from Biotest) and was about to wonder why I was bothering until after the 4th day….BOOM! I felt like I had never EVER felt since I was 15. It started off lunch time, all of a sudden I felt like I needed to get in the ring for a sparring session, and then I started looking at women. It was like switching on a light bulb. I was actually looking at women who I would never give a second look and thinking “yeah, I would”. It was absolutely amazing. I simply had to go to the toilets for a “number 3” twice, and this is at work. I only felt like this for a while and almost as good the next day, but still VERY noticeable. That weekend was full of that particular sexual energy that being male is supposed to be. It was only after this experience that I realised just how bad things had been. To not have felt anywhere near half of that sexual energy in over 17 years is not good, needless to say I had actually forgotten how it felt.
Unfortunately, I havn’t been able to repeat this, and I have tried lots of things,(Maca, Tribulus, Red Kat 6 oxo etc) 6 oxo gave me a similar half hour burst once but that’s all.
I can’t see anything that seems seriously out of line. PMgamer18 thinks my E2 may be too high, and I will suggest this to the Endo. One thing that also seems strange is the SHBG. In the table, the average SHBG for my age range is 35.5. With a standard deviation of 8.8, I’m guessing that that means the highest was 44.3 and the lowest 26.7? If that’s the case, mine seems quite low.
Any feedback would be greatly appreciated.
For the record, there is nothing wrong with my secondary sexual characteristics, and 2 months working out gets back a great physique.
The serum
testosterone and SHBG ended up being done twice as it took 3 visits to get all the tests done that I requested.
Serum Testosterone 18.1 nmol/L (10.0–31.0) 31/07/06
Serum Testosterone 22.7 nmol/L (10.0–31.0) 07/08/06
Bio-available
Test’ 15 nmol/L unknown
DHT 2.62 nmol/L (0.9-2.9) unknown
SHBG 13.8 nmol/L (13.0-71.0) 31/07/06 (ammended report?)
SHBG 17.1 nmol/L (13.0-71.0) 07/08/06
FSH 2.9 iu/L (0.8-13.0) 31/07/06
LH 3.9 iu/L (0.5-10.0) 31/07/06
Oestradiol 128 pmol/L (0-206) 31/07/06
Prolactin 167 mIU/L (53-360) 31/07/06
Cortisol 356 nmol/L (138-690) 07/08/06 (morning sample)
TSH 3.07 mIU/L (0.3-4.1) 07/08/06
Albumin 43 g/L (35-50) 31/07/06
Triglycerides 0.7 mmol/L (0.8-1.7) 31/07/06 (only included as low)
Ten years ago, this incredibly in-depth investigation was done……………
Serum Testosterone 26.2 nmol/L (10.0–31.0) 04/06/96
I have never done any steroids.
Age Number of Subjects Total Testosterone Standard Deviation Free Testosterone Standard Deviation
SHBG Standard Deviation
25-34 45 21.38 5.9 0.428 0.098
35.5 8.8
35-44 22 23.14 7.36 0.356 0.043 40.1 7.9
45-54 23 21.02 7.37 0.314 0.075 44.6 8.2
55-64 43 19.49 6.75 0.288 0.073 45.5 8.8
65-74 47 18.15 6.83 0.239 0.078 48.7 14.2
75-84 48 16.32 5.85 0.207 0.081 51 22.7
85-100 21 13.05 4.63 0.186 0.08 65.9 22.8