Thought i would chip in and give some input on this one.
It would be good to get an idea of your body fat disruption. What is your weight, height and build like? Would you consider yourself "thick skinned" in the physical sense and do you have any fat around your mid-section/gut area or upper thighs?
Again, here are my main symptoms.
* Zero Libido/Sex Drive
* Bad Erectile Dysfunction even when using max doses of Cialis or Levitra
* Loss of Morning / Spontaneous / Nocturnal Erections
* Penile Tissue Changes (narrowing, shrinkage, curving, numbness, wrinkled)
* Penis Feels "disconnected" from head or body
I have exact same symptoms myself, write down to everything you've written here. Except i have either bad good day's or really bad days with the ED. Curiously have you checked yourself for any testicular abnormalities, particularly on the left side? Any testicular pain (varicocele, hydrococele, sperm blockages, etc)? I would be curious to know how similar our situations are. You never mentioned anything about skin color or texture changes to your foreskin/scrotum? This can be a sign of adrenal fatigue.
Without question i am willing to bet you have adrenal fatigue. High E2 will mimic the same symptoms as hypothyroidism, one of which is low libido and ED. Because thyroid effects every cell in the body including collagen tissue, cell level changes will occur due to low thyroid activity.
Libido (or sexual aggression) comes from a combination fo factors but most noticeably adrenal cortex and thyroid gland. To have a normal libido one needs to have an excess of available energy to perform and finish. Diminished sensation is a sign of low cortisol, which causes interruptions with thyroid hormone delivery and function.
My theory for you right now is that over time your total testosterone increased for some reason. Maybe due to exercise, diet and lifestyle factors. You have probably had high E2 for a long period of time. When a person has high E2 for such a long time, the adrenal cortex is stressed and forced to produce more cortisol to counter-act the effects of estridol on the body.
Due to the increased ATCH production (And demand for cortisol) the body get's stressed and eventually the adrenals tired. When cortisol is low thyroid function is down-graded and free t3 (the active thyroid hormone) can't do it's work properly. Over-time the symptoms of hypothyroidism get worse and worse and cell membranes change to adapt.
Because thyroid controls blood flow (or circulation) around the body, when thyroid hormone is low only the essential bodily functions are supported and thus peripheral body parts (hands, feet, genitalia, etc) get a weaker (And less diluted) blood flow. Because thyroid and adrenals are the major energy sources of the body, all the available energy when exercising, etc is used by the muscles which demand higher blood flow to improve performance, this leads to low thyroid activity on other body part's (including the penis) which will shrink up and impotence, low libido and so fourth will set in. When a person resumes a relaxed state for 15/30 minutes it's normal for the flaccid size to return or with the presence of heat to trigger a stress like response to allow blood flow to the genitalia.
Viagra won't work because of high E2/estridol which is making thyroid so out of whack and down regulating thyroid hormone function. The cascade of events due to high estridol are stressing the adrenals, eventually leading to adrenal fatigue (probably about zone 4/5 right now) and leaving you with no sex drive and chronic impotence.
To aggrevate matter's worse, cortisol can be counter-acted by high testosterone levels which can counter act the effects of cortisol.
When low thyroid occurs digestion problems occur and absorption of important minerals, vitamins and such like are all down regulated. This usually lead's to low Vit B12 and B6 which are important in libido, sensation, nerve function, etc. This will further aggrevate ED problems.
Libido, erections and orgasm are actually stresses to the body and when "stress hormones" are low (cortisol for example) then the body's main reaction is to shut down what isn't needed to keep you alive. Your body has most likely went into a fight or flight response mode.
I feel you are going to need to put your body into manual drive from now and treat adrenals, thyroid and sex hormones. Your testicles are fully functional (unlike mine) which is a bonus on your part.
Testosterone Total 1081 250-1100 ng/dL
Testosterone Free 127.8 46.0 - 224.0 pg/mL
Testosterone BioAva 301.7 110.0-575.0 ng/dL
SHBG 44 7-49 nmol/L
Albumin Serum 5.2 H 3.6-5.1 g/dL
If you had time to read my testicular vs thyroid function research you will notice that increasing Free T3 in almost all cases doubles free testosterone and would help in better regulating sex hormones. Due to better absorption of vitiamens and minerals, zinc, b12 and so fourth would be taken better by your body further helping with the high estridol problem.
I don't feel focusing on sex hormones is important, adrenal and thyroid are the main problem here.
CORTISOL, TOTAL 26.9 mcg/dL H
Reference Range for 8AM (7-9AM) 4.0 to 22.0
Reference Range for 4PM (3-5PM) 3.0-17.0
We really need a real world example of your cortisol readings. A 4x saliva reading would be allot better here. Needle stress, problems with the doctor, etc could have elevated this.
DHEA Sulfate 302 110-510 mcg/dL
FSH 1.4 L 1.6-8.0 mIU/mL
LH 3.9 1.5-9.3 mIU/mL
Prolactin 8.7 2.0 - 18.0 ng/mL
T-4, Free 1.3 0.8 - 1.8 ng/dL
TSH, 3rd Gen 2.23 0.40 - 4.50 mIU/L
PSA, total 0.8 < or = 4.0 ng/mL
TSH look's elevated, in fact the exact same as mine (2.3/2.5). Your body is in demand for thyroid hormone. Free T4 could be higher, but not abnormally low like mine.
FSH seem's low which can be a sign of thyroid problems due to thyroid function controling fertility and sperm production process.
T3, FREE 297 230- 420 pg/dL
This is low, like mine. This should be at the top end of the range.
Dihydrotestosterone 53 25- 75 ng/dL
DHT free 4.81 1.00 - 6.20 pg/mL
DHT free % .83 % .62 - 1.10%
These values appear normal.
Let me think more about this, but we need a proper saliva
test to check your daily cortisol production. For example cjones (on this forum) had a high morning cortisol but very low daytime, afternoon and nighttime cortisol reading. So his problems are primary adrenal fatigue resulting in identical symptoms to us.
Treating adrenal and thyroid first would be the best plain of action. Ignore estridol until free testosterone and thyroid hormone can work properly.