muscleslab - I am in the exact same position you are. I am 24 years old now, did about 6 cycles of prohormones back when I was 18-19 in the matter of one year's time. I would stack atleast 2 different prohormones together in each cycle. Half of the cycles I stacked 3 different kinds. Being young and stupid, i never did any PCT. I just stopped taking them once the bottle ran out. When i got more money, i bought more of it. I think a few cycles I didnt even wait the full 4-6 weeks between.
Anyways, 4-5 years later, I am still struggling from the effects of low T. About 3 months after I stopped the prohormones, I went and got tested and my testosterone was at 357ng/dl and my LH and FSH levels were at the very bottom of the "normal" scale. About 4-5 months after that, my levels were at 420 ng/dl with the same amount of LH and FSH, and again about 3 months after the second, my levels were at 450ng/dl with same LH and FSH levels. For a few years after all that, i only took natural stuff like Tribulus and dopamine precursors to get my levels back up. I never did anymore tests till recently. I regain somewhat of a sexual function for awhile, but it still wasn't close to what it was pre-prohormone days.
Well, about 5 months ago I found a doctor who put me on testosterone cream. He tested me and I was at 220ng/dl at the time. This
test was screwed up in my opinion because I had been up for many hours when I did get my blood drawn (probably atleast 6 hours after awakening). I was so happy when he put me on the cream, i thought i was going to be cured once and for all.
Well, long story short, that didn't do much for me. First 3 weeks I felt awesome. Then it was downhill from then on until I finally said the hell with it and stopped taking it. I found out about Dr. John in lansing michigan. I got an appointment with him and he is trying to help me re-establish my HPTA. He is optimistic that he can help me, especially since I am only 24. I have doubts, I wont lie. I am very insecure in the fact that I have been ASIH for about 4-5 years now. In the back of my mind I just think it will be too tough on my body to restart the HPTA for being messed up so many years. But i am seeing some results though and it is only day 11 on the SERM. Eleven days ago I felt as if I was fully shut down from the HCG period of the restart. So i guess things are moving, just have to be patient. Alot of guys that have successfully restarted their HPTA's from ASIH have said that the SERM part of the restart protocol is a rollercoaster ride. A few days ago I was getting very strong erections during the night and morning, but the last two days I havent. Sex drive was great a few days ago, now it is gone. Oh well, i guess i have to be patient.
Anyways, i felt the need to reply to this. I just wanted you to know that there is someone just like you going through all this. It has been a tough few years! When you are in your twenties and your dick doesn't work like it should, it just depresses the hell out of you!
I do have some advice for you though. From looking at your numbers, i think your HPTA is stalled somewhere. I am no doctor and this is only my opinion, but it looks like the H and P are working good, but your testicles are not responding quite well. I am not sure what your money situation is like, but I would suggest seeing Dr. John. He will surely help get you on the right path.
And not to piss anyone off, but I think your symptoms like ED, lack of sex drive, etc is all part of low T. Your stress level could be high too. But something just screams ASIH to me. I mean if you think about it, all your problems happend after your third cycle, right? It HAS to be low testosterone.