I hope my post here can provide some guidance on what to expect in the event that a young person is coming off
AAS and is experiencing low
testosterone. Also, I have been doing a little reading on the board, and I have received some contrary but marginally successful advice from doctors, so I would really appreciate it if the knowledgeable people here would give their 0.02 on my situation.
I am 27, when I was in college and just out of college(22-24), I did three 2mo. cycles separated by approximately 6 mo. in between each cycle. Here are the cycles:
Test Enan./500mg/wk., 400
Eq mg/wk, 50mg Dbol/day
Test Cyp./500mg/wk., 400
Eq mg./wk, 40
winstrol oral (I think the
winny might have been bad)
Test Prop. 150mg 3 times a week, Trenbolone 350mg/ week, and Zambon
Winny Inj.50mg 7 times a week.
At the end of every cycle, I ran
clomid 100mg/day for two weeks and 50mg/day for the next two weeks or three weeks.
I seemed to recover fairly well from the first two cycles, but the I crashed hard after the third. This led me to go see a doctor for help at the age of 25. Here are my blood
test results for the last two/three years.
Blood Sample1
Total
Test. 212ng/dl
LH 6.2 mIU/ml
Free
Test. 12ng/dl
Blood Sample2
Total
Test. 360ng/dl
LH 9.2 mIU/ml
Free
Test. 14ng/dl
Blood Sample3
Total
Test. 550ng/dl
LH 9.3 mIU/ml
Free
Test. 16ng/dl
There was approximately 6 months in between Blood Sample 1 and Blood Sample 2 and 1 year between Blood Sample 2 and Blood Sample 3.
I am due for a Blood Sample, but I do not currently have health insurance, so I can’t afford one. While I definitely feel better than I did at Sample1, I know that I am not the same know as I was before I used
AAS. Perhaps, I never will be the same? However, I would like to regain as much natural
testosterone as possible. I have seen two Doctors--one general practitioner and one Endocrinologist...when I had insurance. Both doctors did not want to treat me at first.
The general practitioner said he was morally torn on whether or not to treat me, because I used
AAS. This same doctor regularly treated HIV positive gay people at his clinic. I am not making a judgment on being gay, but my small journey into
AAS was not any more risky than their conduct. This Dr. tried to tell me that the 212ng/dl Total
Test. was normal. I didn’t take no for an answer, and he said the best advice he could give me was to wait and my body would start producing
Test. I also got an endocrinologist referral. The endocrinologist said that she would give me topical cream, in a dose that would make me feel better, but would not shut down the HPTA. She also said that I could do nothing and wait. She did not seem too certain about the topical cream not inhibiting my HPTA, so I decided against it, and I did nothing. I did get my second and third samples. I told the Endocrinologist that many people use
Clomid, Nolvadex, Arimidex, and
HCG to restart HPTA, and I asked if she thought any combination of these might be an option. She said that they would only serve to inhibit my testosterone production. I knew she was wrong (unless
HCG is used by itself, right?), but I am not smart enough to argue with a doctor.
All of my samples took place at the same lab, supervised by the same Gen. Practitioner. After the third sample, he said I should be optimistic because the samples are showing a constant upwards trend. It was been approximately 9 months since my last sample, and I might be improving, but I KNOW I am still not back to pre-
AAS levels. I have been taking Zinc at 50mg/day before bed for approximately 6 mo.
Also, I realize I am 5-6 years older than I was when I started
AAS, and this might influence my
Test. levels, but I feel 550ng/dl is a bit low, as charts on this board seem to indicate that I should be in the 660-690 ng/dl range. I am particularly concerned about my Free
Test. levels as the Dr. indicated this level has the greatest causal connection to sexual function, and this is an area where I have experienced what appears to be a high degree of damage. My erections are less hard, more difficult to keep, and ejaculations occur VERY quickly. As a result, sex (when I have it–much less these days because my girlfriend dumped me) is very stressful, as I am not sure if I can get or keep an erection. Obviously, I want to return to a more “normal” sexual performance even if it is not as good as it used to be.
I would like to know what people think on where I should go from here. Should I continue doing nothing but Zinc. Should I stop Zinc? Should I consider a clomid + nolva stack like Dano2718?
I hope this post helps people who are starting in their process to get normal
test levels back. I was shocked on how hostile the medical profession was to me, and guys who need help have to be persistent. I guess the best/only advice I got was to do nothing. I know many guys here are in situations worse than mine regarding their
test levels, good luck to you all, I know how it feels, when I was at 212, it was lonely and terrible. This board is a good start on getting help to people who need it.
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