Wow! thanks for the nice comments guy's, truelly means allot to me. I basically just want to get out of this mess and on with my life (getting a girlfriend, finishing some applications i am developing and continuing to compose and produce music - my passions in life!). In doing this research i really want to help as many people as humanly possible.
This forum has helped me so much in the past, when i have been down and depressed everyone was there for me and helped out, i don't think i will never be able to put that thank you in words. I know that if we all work together here, exchange symptoms, ideas and medication experiences we can beat this stuff and live normal lives. Some of us already are doing this and it's truelly great to see and brings some hope of beating this.
Regarding the link, this one should work:
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