HeadDoc, here's the information you asked for...
Age: 28
Height: 68 inches
Weight: 191 pounds
Last blood pressure: 118/74
Allergies to medications: None that I'm aware of
Medical history:
Surgeries - Carpal tunnel release on R hand / wrist
Alcohol use - Approx. 6 beers on weekend
No heart disease in extended family.
Grandfather on mother's side died of heart attack after a series of strokes.
My father is estranged and my family reports his doctors diagnosed him with a "hormone problem". No other known detail.
I also believe I experienced puberty later than other children my age. I started noticing signs of puberty at age 17 (lump behind nipples, barely noticeable lactation, increased body hair and testicle size).
Symptoms:
Fatigue - Most days, I'm exhausted by noon. I also experience muscle fatigue much earlier during exercise and my Army physical fitness
test scores have suffered as a result.
Testicular atrophy - My testicles have decreased in size since I first experienced symptoms in 2003. Clomid increases their size dramatically as well as the amount of ejaculation, but the increase subsides and atrophy occurs with discontinued use. LH, FSH, and testosterone increase with the use of clomid. I have been told that I have "normal" size testicles by some doctors and others have told me that I have smaller than "normal" size testicles.
Erectile dysfunction - A steady decrease in my ability to achieve erection is ongoing and has, at times, made intercourse impossible. A previous doctor suggested Cialis and it worked very well.
Mood swings - while they are not as bad as when I first started experiencing symptoms before I went on
TRT the first time, they are recurrent and still noticeable.
As far as being stressed out, I am no more stressed out than I think any other adult male with family / career responsibilities would be. It really doesn't fluxuate up and down - the daily grind is just that... daily. :/
As I stated before, I was on
TRT before from 2005-2008. I came off to come back into the military after a heroic attempt at "restarting" my HTPA, which I now know is impossible if you are secondary.
Question: would I need an adrenal fatigue
test if my numbers for ACTH are normal? I'm not good at inturpretting labs, but all those numbers are well within the normal range except testosterone, LH, and FSH.
I'm pretty desperate for help. I deploy to the middle east in a few months and referrals to endocrinologists are hard to come by with military health care. They don't really give you much option... going to an endocrinologist is a hit or miss thing with me... some say I need
TRT others don't. All I need is a Tricare approved doctor that is willing to start me on
TRT. Looking at the situation now, it seems hopeless. I send my labs and reports to endocrinologists and their response has almost always been, "I will see you [read: take your insurance company's money] but I can't garuntee that we will put you on
TRT based on these lab results." It's VERY, VERY, VERY frustrating. All the while, I'm sitting here with these damn symptoms and I'm afraid it's going to start impacting my work performance. I'm a lifer in the military and I can't have a bad performance review.... it's a career ender.