If your goal is to go from 195 to 220 lbs, I would definitely not waste the
Var right now. You should do an aggressive shorter cycle.....well anything is shorter than 20 wks
T Enanth 500 mgs for 10 wks
Deca 500 mgs for 10 wks
*make sure you have nolvadex handy in case you have any estrogen related sides like gyno.....you can add 20 mg/day. The only downside of Nolva is it decreases some of your gains due to less water retention, so you'll get a little less size and stength.
Also get gear ready for PCT such as HCG and Clomid.
Save your Anavar for a cycle where your goals are not to gain weight or size.
One of the main reasons you lost everything you gained from your cycle was cause you didn't do PCT (or at least you never mentioned that you did).
Make sure your protein and calories are high enough.
AAS don't work very well if you're not eating enough protein and calories. Hope all of this helps.