this is the cycle that doesn't end..eq mast prop

[LifeSize]

hey guys, im having a problem my beef is not always working lately, finished tren around 7-8 weeks ago. i'm still shooting 250mg Enan and 50mg Prop on Mon/Thur..

im having to use cialis, and unless i take dostinex also i won't even be able to climax without losing my wood 3-4 times and breaking a sweat for 60minutes..I notice improvements the morning after I inject, or like 12hrs after I take Arimidex, or 15 minutes after I take 40mg of Cialis w/ 500mcg of Dostinex..

i'm not sure what it is, but i'm cutting out the Arimidex slowly this week and hoping that the sides continue, I shouldn't have much conversion of E at 600mg (cross my fingers).. if so that means it's probably progesterone related and i'll have go through some more dostinex...I just kinda figured a month and a half of Test would have kept my pecker pumping..wtf?

i know i should be coming off but i'm going through a depressive time in my life and the last thing I need is to feel like shit emotionally or to feel like i look like shit.. so i'm staying on. i want lean steady gains, vascularity, strength, stamina, vigor..performance mostly really. i want to add tren, because while im on i get ALL of those but the shutdown SUCKS.

EQ: 800mg/wk
Mast: 100mg/eod
Prop: 100mg/eod
HCG: 500iu/wk

If I can afford it I will also add Proviron. The EQ would be two shots a week, just like the HCG(subq). I would love to get that vigor and drive again I had when on the Tren..

[dennis]

Originally Posted by LifeSize

hey guys, im having a problem my beef is not always working lately, finished tren around 7-8 weeks ago. i'm still shooting 250mg Enan and 50mg Prop on Mon/Thur..

im having to use cialis, and unless i take dostinex also i won't even be able to climax without losing my wood 3-4 times and breaking a sweat for 60minutes..I notice improvements the morning after I inject, or like 12hrs after I take Arimidex, or 15 minutes after I take 40mg of Cialis w/ 500mcg of Dostinex..

i'm not sure what it is, but i'm cutting out the Arimidex slowly this week and hoping that the sides continue, I shouldn't have much conversion of E at 600mg (cross my fingers).. if so that means it's probably progesterone related and i'll have go through some more dostinex...I just kinda figured a month and a half of Test would have kept my pecker pumping..wtf?

i know i should be coming off but i'm going through a depressive time in my life and the last thing I need is to feel like shit emotionally or to feel like i look like shit.. so i'm staying on. i want lean steady gains, vascularity, strength, stamina, vigor..performance mostly really. i want to add tren, because while im on i get ALL of those but the shutdown SUCKS.

EQ: 800mg/wk
Mast: 100mg/eod
Prop: 100mg/eod
HCG: 500iu/wk

If I can afford it I will also add Proviron. The EQ would be two shots a week, just like the HCG(subq). I would love to get that vigor and drive again I had when on the Tren..

Crap Bro..You have gone off the deep end ! Not good..you need to come off everything and come back to normal if you can......Hopefully come back to normal.You are too young for these set backs.If I were you and maybe Solo or HDH can chime in here I would: stop all gear..Hit hcg ed 750 ius for 2-3 weeks then start long journey of nolva and clomid.d

[LifeSize]

Originally Posted by dennis

Crap Bro..You have gone off the deep end ! Not good..you need to come off everything and come back to normal if you can......Hopefully come back to normal.You are too young for these set backs.If I were you and maybe Solo or HDH can chime in here I would: stop all gear..Hit hcg ed 750 ius for 2-3 weeks then start long journey of nolva and clomid.d

I know bro.. For what it's worth I'm pretty damn sure I was low before I started my cycle..I'll probably need HRT anyway.. This divorce has me all fucked up, im all depressed, doc wants me on drugs, i haven't told em ive contemplated suicide.. im a lot better now than i was a few weeks ago.. old friends pulled through in a big way.. making new relationships and all.. im just worried if i come off, ill feel emotionally unstable, or get hung up on my loss.. more so my wood has me worried right now, otherwise i feel great! i know my extreme mood swings was a result of me missing shots because of all the shit going down hill, makes me fear the mental strain of pct.. i figured stay on a while and make the best of it..

I'm going to stay on Dost, cut the Adex.. I think I'll go with 100mg Prop EOD and 100mg Mast EOD, add in Proviron if its not ridiculously priced.

I'm going to do 500iu of HCG 2x's a week for the next 5 weeks.. I have a 5000iu amp to mix..

[solo47]

LifeSize, I've got to tell you with no lie that there are aspects to being off-cycle that I kind of enjoy. It's nice to feel your state-of-being is dependent on your own resources for a while. It's nice to allow myself to just feel laid back and not be so intense about weightlifting or poking needles into myself. It's nice not wanting to fight everyone who gets in my way and being happy to chat with the ladies rather than wanting to undress them on the spot. In the situation you're going through with a divorce, it may be the right time to come off and take a laid-back attitude. The roids, I'm sure, are doing nothing to lower your stress level.

You're already aware of the long-term dangers of "the cycle that never ends", but you seem to have no will to come off and go natural. There are, of course, quite a few bodybuilders who load-up, cruise, then load-up again — in other words, who never really come off. I believe you could ask HDH how that works. Problem with that is that the price is your own endocrine system: Once you're on for a few years, you're on for life because you will probably never recover. It's my guess being jacked up for so long, over years, takes a heavy toll on one's organs and thus finally cuts back on longevity, but that's a choice you'll have to make on your own. The matter of expense and being illegal all your life is your choice too.

Having said that, you're probably having sexual problems not due to this chemical or that chemical but simply because going through the bullshit of divorce, your desire itself is currently at a low ebb. Maybe it's time to take a break from hypersexuality and overdriving yourself in general until you get through all this and return your HPT axis to normal functioning. Up to you, of course!

Solo

PS: You don't need proviron when you're running masteron since they do much the same thing.

[dennis]

Life..if you need someone to talk to you know I am here and availible to help.