Steroid Forum: This is a discussion on First Cycle Log....input appreciated. within the Anabolic Steroids forums, part of the extensive steroid information at MESO-Rx; Last nights leg session was the first where i didn't feel stronger then the workout before.
So.... placebo? I'm thinking ...
Last nights leg session was the first where i didn't feel stronger then the workout before.
So.... placebo? I'm thinking possibly more of a result of the upped calories over the last 4 weeks and probable water weight I'm holding. I don't think I gained 6 lbs of LBM in my first week.
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Weigh in tonight puts me at......exactly the same as I was last week.
I am happy with that though considering I was traveling 3 days last week and ate like crap and far too few calories.
I did my injection this morning, thought all was fine until I did my cardio a couple of hours ago. Now I can barely walk It's always the worst the next day too so I have no idea what to expect and I'm not looking forward to getting out of bed
Has anyone else ever reacted this bad to their shots?
Using 25 G pins, I've done 5 injections now and only one didn't kill me afterward. I am starting to dread these injections because I know whats coming.
I made sure the oil was very warm, massaged the muscle before and after injection, injected as slow as I could. Nothing seems to be helping.
I'm actually wondering if the supplier has a different brand. I doubt it though. And as I stated before, my buddy is taking the exact same stuff with no problems.
Getting very tired of this........
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Ok, I'm starting to feel like a whiner but these 2 weeks have not been at all enjoyable. I started my third week yesterday with my 5th injection. I injected my left quad in the Vastus Lateralis.
I posted in my progress journal that my first "prick" hit a nerve and I had to pull out right away. I moved a cm up and reinjected with no problem. I did cardio last night and afterwards I could barely walk. Today seemed to get easier as the day went on.
Now however, the pain is down where the muscle attaches to the knee. Also, when I flex my quad, there is a lump that goes across the top of my knee.
Why do I have a painful lump AWAY from the injection site? It's not hard but is warm and somewhat painful under pressure.
Pretty much all my injections have been painful afterward but this is the first lump that has appeared. I've chalked it up to virgin muscles thus far and hoping once I've hit all the muscles once, the rest of the injections will go smoothly.
I posted this both in its own topic and in my journal .... hoping someone has some insight into this. Could there be something in this Enan. that is reacting with me? It seems to have made my previous panic disorder/anxiety symptoms reappear. The only other time I get the symptoms back is after a night of heavy drinking.
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Shots haven't been as "friendly" as i would have liked. I also decided I'm just not "twisty" enough to hit my glutes so all my injections are going to Quads and Delts. I keep trying to psych myself up to do a Ventrogluteal but I chicken out every time.
I am now 19 days in, 6 injections. No TA to this point, hornier then usual, skin was oily for about a week and seems to have backed off (strange?)
I gained strength quickly during the first 2 weeks which I attributed to either a.) Placebo or
b.) Turinabol. In any case, the strength gains have stalled now.
Workout pumps are getting crazy. So much that I had to quit my last shoulder workout because I couldn't lift my arms anymore. I decided to quit my Superpump in case it is in fact contributing.
I seem to have some bad anxiety symptoms that won't go away. My heart pounds pretty hard and it keeps me awake at night. I talked to a good buddy who used to sell AAS and helped a lot of guys with their cycles and he's attributing it to a "break-in" period and said once my system is used to the gear, it should settle down.
Vascularity in my forearms is definitely up. I'm not normally lean enough to see a lot of veins but they're sticking out pretty good even though I haven't lost any bodyfat yet.
Looking forward to some noticeable results anytime now. Thinking I should start seeing something if his gear is good in the next week.
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So after my weigh in today, I am up nearly 12 lbs.
Holding a bit of water the last couple of days though.
Almost done with the Tbol. 2 more days to go. Not sure I would do it again. I did gain a lot of strength from it but I'm pretty sure my anxiety symptoms were directly related to it. I'll find out after it's done I guess.
So..... just over 4 weeks in, starting to hold water, weight moving up, muscle pumps getting to the point of ridiculous sometimes, and skin is pretty oily the last week or so.
Here we go
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2 days post T-bol and my blood pressure has dropped from 151/55 to 110/75
So the test isn't causing any blood pressure issues at all.
Now exactly 5 weeks in.
Running Enan. + Tbol, I gained 12 lbs. Started holding water during the last week.
Curious to see whats going to happen now that the Tbol is out of the equation. Really should have left it out in the first place for my first cycle but it was available so I figured I would use it to kickstart strength gains.
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You are born frail and weak, you die frail and weak......what you look like in between is up to you
2 days post T-bol and my blood pressure has dropped from 151/55 to 110/75
So the test isn't causing any blood pressure issues at all.
Now exactly 5 weeks in.
Running Enan. + Tbol, I gained 12 lbs. Started holding water during the last week.
Curious to see whats going to happen now that the Tbol is out of the equation. Really should have left it out in the first place for my first cycle but it was available so I figured I would use it to kickstart strength gains.
It's great you're logging so much detail...that helps you stay on track. Sounds like you are doin''
well. Keep logging that data, and respect on your disipline!
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It's always the worst the next day too so I have no idea what to expect and I'm not looking forward to getting out of bed 
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