Rage

[Loco]

Ok guys, ive been on test and deca for about 10 weeks now. I decided to go out clubin with my friends lastnight. I also got tipsy (not hammered) off cranberry juice and vodka. Anyway, I got in 3 fights lastnight. Now before i tell the stories I just wanna let you guys know im now ive never been this way before.

Ok, so the night starts off good, i pre game with my friends witht he cran and vodka. By the time we get off the train (im in germany) i was feelin nice. so we take a cab to the club and start walkin to the club we like. I admit i was being an asshole, i said " whoever bumps into me is gonna get knocked out" as i walked towards a group of german dudes. They all move asside as i walk through but this guy in the back bumps into me hard. He was on his phone. I pushed him then he got in my face yelling some german shit. I took half a step back, threw a right hook and he fell, stiff like a board. I felt bad afterwards but during i was pissed. He was my height, 6 feet tall or close to it and id say 170-180 lbs. ( im 6 feet 194, before i started cycle i was 172 )

The next altercation i got into was in the club. Before i tell this story i just want to fill people in on the situation in germany. German girls love black guy ALOT, dont ask me why. So here they think they are gods gift. Anyway, im walking through the crowd in the club and lightly bump into this dude. He shoves me, i shove him back then here comes all his friends starring me down puffing up their chests. Before anything could happen the bouncers came and broke it up but then!, and heres the part that really made me mad, one of his friends starting making gestures at me while behind the bouncers. I didnt forget his face.

So the end of the night comes and me and my bros head over to mcdonalds (unfortunatly i didnt get a bitch to take home with me that night ) We got our cheeseburgers, we eat them and then we start headin over to the train. Guess who i see. the black dude and his pussy ass friend. Im completely sober at this point. I approach him and say " werent you the dude tryin me in the club!? Ofcourse he says no. I said yes you were and without any hesitation threw another right hook. He fell off his stool and i got in the mount position and hit him 1 good time before my boy pulled me off. His Big black friend didnt do anything. So we dart out of there and head to the train and go home

Last night I was happy most the time when i was dancing with chicks or flirting or carrying on, BUT I found myself getting extremely angry very easy and then it would subside. I was an emotional roller coaster. Now its no secret that gear has these effects, im just wondering, is it normal to be happy, mad and then happy again relatively quickly?

Does anyone have any similar stories?

[Mr Wiggly]

Testosterone does that man. Are you young? That is a big part of it. Im 34 and naturally have a real short fuse. But I can control it most of the time. You have to be carefull, well, lets call it responsible. It would sure suck if you lost your fuckin wig and smoked some fool just for words or a shove. It happens though. I am one of those guys that literally see's red when im pissed and I sort of black out sometimes during a full on tantrum. And I know this so, being 34 and having gained some maturity, I need to maintain myself. Anyone can be a meat head. I dont know, mabey stay out of bars when your on a cycle. That would be my advice. Only two things happen at bars, you get drunk or in a fight. Or both. JMO

[Loco]

im 29 Mr WIggly. I dont go to bars per say, i got to clubs. I guess in essence they are the same thing. I dunno if i can take partying out of my lifestyle while on cycle. I can take alcohol out though so that will prollly help. Thx for the info

[Mr Wiggly]

Yeah well, I have been to a "club" in Vienna and it was fuck-ing sick!!! Wall to wall pussy, chicks making out everywhere. Oh man!!! So if the clubs in Germany are anything close, man I guess I understand. I would go there with some roofies and viagra though!!!! Fuck drinking Lol..........

[Mr Wiggly]

Hey if you ever hear of a thing called "Vienna in motion" go! go! go!. They take the Rathaus which is basically the parliament building or what ever and they turn it into a 5 floor 50 dj Fucking RAVE like you have never seen before in your life. I highly recommend it. Here is a picture of the building. Its crazy, 5000 people running around this place rolling their nuts off!!!

[Jeton]

this is another reason why EU nations need a 2nd Amendment...

[chotto]

Don't take this the wrong way, but you might be a hot heat to begin with. I never experience these types of mood swings. In fact, they has a psychological effect on me. When I'm on and start to get agitated, I start to think, is this because of what I'm taking? I then just blow it off.

[Loco]

i hear you man. Im not a hot head per say just a hot blooded latin male. But really, its never been so bad but i dont care, im not gonna stop takin just cause of that, besides whoopin ass feels good. If i get my ass whooped one day well, i guessi had it comin.
Hey Mr wiggly gimme more info on that place man, i only got 4 months left here in germany. THX

[jasthace]

Just have a couple of beers next time tough guy.
Your not big enough for vodka.

[NavyIron04]

maybe you were so mad that night because you were drinking a pussy ass drink like cran and vodka.



Tren makes my fuse a bit shorter as does test, but I don't get into any more fights than usual. What it really boils down to is self-control. If you can't control yourself with alcohol and AAS in your system, choose one or the other or stay the fuck home. :-D