so, i f'd up my last cycle, ended the last two weeks of a 10 weeker with
tren and
eq only, i ran out of
test.
with the last shot, i did 500iu of
HCG for 10 days, then started 100mg of
clomid and 40mg of nolva for two weeks. during that PCT period, i really noticed my loss of libido, i was able to DO it with my girl, but half of the time i was on
cialis or
viagra, there was no drive, i didnt even wanna look at my favorite porn either.
its been 6 weeks or so since my last shot of gear, im doing 50mg of
proviron everyday, but still dont notice much difference.
question that ive been asking is, is it in my head or am i permanently physically fucked somehow in the brain cuz my balls are back to their normal size that means im producing normal t right?, its just that i lack the drive, and my johnson isnt ssensitive and this has never happend before with other cycles, usually i lose size and strength not libido, but this time its totally opposite, im worried.
i think i will go see a doc for a blood check up, but before that im gonna try zma and tribex, see if those things help i will stick with OTC supplements for awhile till everything is back to normal, if not i have some
test prop from laying around, im gonna try two weeks of
test prop 50mg eod, just to see if i feel any better/normal, if i do, then i will know that i have low t, and if i dont feel any better, then i will know im fucked! either way i will go see a doc, i just wanna try the
prop and see for myself.
what do you think iron bros? help appreciated.