What Happened

[bigmann81]

I recently just got off a cycle of deca, winny, and prop about a month ago. Everything was going fine and i was making gains then some depressing things happened to me as soon as my cycle ended. Well, anyway i didnt eat right anymore, didnt sleep right, didnt do any cardio or lifting for about 2 1/2 weeks right after the cycle ended. Now your all probably saying what the hell, but i look better now then i ever have. I am leaner and still have kept the ten pounds i gained on cycle. I was just wondering if anyone has a clue what happened. The only thing I can come up with is that eating the unhealthy foods was what my body needed calorie wise. ?????